The Wait...!!

I can lead a life.

Momentarily, I m a game,

Pawned by whims,

Diced to chance by immoral fate.

I place my sight,

Open my ears.

Only to listen to,

The devil in every human form.!

I can wait,

If it happens,

A split second away.

Make believe, fake gestures,

Slow drain, broken,

Tap running, missing value!

Salty exterior,

Honey thick brutalness!

Sucking it all in,

Only to live for cadavered hope!

I question....

Why does life exist,

When it has to painfully endure,

Ruthlessness, bickering lies,

Endless lost stories of draught!

I will wait,

When HE invites me,

I will walk the bloody carpet,

Ladled with shiny,

Yet cunning diamonds.

I shall feel,

Liberty, freedom,

Sanity, love, meaning,

Purpose.

Only when I wait,

To get there, the end,

But the fresh breath,

Of my other life,

In the sweet unknown,

Land of the dead.!