Hmmmphh..!

Empty spaces intrigue me. I swoosh my hand in thin air expecting to feel something hard to justify a being. I stare into nothing at all and still my mind runs at a speed of 100kbps..! Like the neuro transmitters never stop sending  messages to the dendrites, like millions of sperms waiting to break the wall of an ova, like thousands of ants waiting to find a small little piece of sugar, like a puppy waiting to be called off its "stay" directions. Randomness of these thoughts can vary from a little life instance or just a mere existence.

I have been dragged into social gatherings and forced into such uncomfortable clothes. Out of the 5 people who come and say "hello, Netra how are you?" I am literally saying "Who are you?" to four of them and the fifth one I vaguely remember form another uncomfortable gathering. "U have grown so much : O"... isn’t it obvious, can anyone grow less? Is it biologically possible? At a wedding, "Next you’re in the line huh..." "Yeah... Why, are u bored of your married life that you want to put your nose into mine and gossip.. Or you have a son who can take my shit? Bring it on". This might suggest that I m socially awkward, but no. It’s the situation I am dragged into or forced to say things when I have better things to take care in my life.

I love the colors that a rainbow brings with it. Appears only when it’s cloudy and sunny at once. Marvel..! A metaphor to what a human can be at times. Cloudy is usually a sign of melancholy and sun a sign of happiness. Nature can put the two to together and bring out seven colors of joy. I have recently learned that I can totally love even a glimpse of sadness hitting me hard and turn it into a 1000watt smile. A huge achievement? Would beg to differ. Just the walks I take and look at all those God willing things taking place every second, gives me a new life, a new being, a new meaning.

Empty spaces are exactly what a person perceives them to be. Staring at an empty wall and imagine it to be filled with pictures from the past, look into empty thin air and imagine it to be filled with colorful balloons, an empty playground can be filled with loads of kids jumping around, empty glass can be filled with cool water, something brown can be a yummy chocolate, a small black fur ball can be a cute little puppy. Let your imagination fly hard into all the empty spaces you experience in life, fill your life with colors.!