The Wait...!!

I can lead a life.

Momentarily, I m a game,

Pawned by whims,

Diced to chance by immoral fate.

I place my sight,

Open my ears.

Only to listen to,

The devil in every human form.!

I can wait,

If it happens,

A split second away.

Make believe, fake gestures,

Slow drain, broken,

Tap running, missing value!

Salty exterior,

Honey thick brutalness!

Sucking it all in,

Only to live for cadavered hope!

I question....

Why does life exist,

When it has to painfully endure,

Ruthlessness, bickering lies,

Endless lost stories of draught!

I will wait,

When HE invites me,

I will walk the bloody carpet,

Ladled with shiny,

Yet cunning diamonds.

I shall feel,

Liberty, freedom,

Sanity, love, meaning,

Purpose.

Only when I wait,

To get there, the end,

But the fresh breath,

Of my other life,

In the sweet unknown,

Land of the dead.!

RAIN....

I live to give you my soul,

I live to give you my life.

Why don’t you breathe into me,

Your craving desires.

Drop onto me and burn my skin,

Leave on it your greedless blot.

Bring me back from the dead,

And lead me to breathless ecstasy.

Turn my humanity,

Into a beloved phoenix.

Pour into me your cold, big, quivery,

Bleak yet so strong, iota of life,

That you seep into my every gnarled vein,

Twist it till it runs blood,

Then wet it with you chilled sloppiness.

Bring with you sounds of the heaven,

Let it call on me,

Satan, let him woo me.

I will run and hide,

In the shudders of a frail dwell,

Come, look for me with a gushing, wavy,

Messenger of blatant truth...

A friend.

I shall only procure your every,

Sinful drop,

Only to feel more alive,

Yet so dead to the,

Bitter, lamented willow,

Called life.

BUT, itellyou, just make me feel alive...

An anecdote of the heart....

“Let me be”, she yelled,

Her life was another “hell”..!!!?

Oh, how cliché she blurred,

With her heart sinking,

Eyes bestowed with bloody, damp-dry,

Brutalized pearls

Smile a troubled crescent,

Shivers, so jittery,

Mumbled with,

Hot sweat cradled dead!

Forsaken,

Throned to rule.

The disfigured, musty,

Thick mutilated,

Ruins of love!

Border she peered into,

Many-a-times just a rusty ferrum.

GIVE UP!

NO! YES!

If she cant say it,

Let her burry her soul,

While she was chained,

Bonded, shackles tied strong.

Only her heart,

Pure yet smoked with tar,

Cried,

Could she ever love again?

What's in store beyond?

She had lived her dream,

She had walked the line.

She saw the malicious yet adept endeavour,

Was she satisfied.?

Replenishing life,

Enjoying death,

Light was after all what she reaped.

Brightness was all she seeked!

Standing before the labyrinth,

Wood embedded with,

Luscious gems,

THE DOOR,

She asked.....

What’s in store beyond?

Stepping over the glorious hench,

Mesmerized, enthralled,

Crossing over,

Would the aberrant memory remain?

Twirling the dark clouds,

Encountering evanescent souls,

Her mind slipped into,

Begoing virtue of the past.

Dropping her very serenity,

A second thought?

Leaving behind the awakening effulgence.

The only matter that,

Swallowed her marvellous being!

Was she contemplating?

Before the last thug,

Before the grievous letting go,

Came her soul,

Into delirious, cunning,

Deranged, evil, deminitorious,

Being of yet another neverending life!

Years of dismay passed,

Shaking and waking up,

Aw-immoral night!

He with a ting of austerity,

Touched his chest.

Screamed out the cracked voice,

Clenched his fists,

The bulging enduring muscles,

Tightened abs.....

Where am I?

The body once cherished,

Curves, decaying yet promised,

Subtlety,

So gracious,

Delicate,

Elegant!

She, he....

What’s in store beyond!

The awakening of the light,

Seemed to be dropping the hint,

The life... he remembered,

What has gone beyond, he pondered,

Fogging away the cerebrum,

Life had its evil bewilderment!

Nothing colourful yet the,

Hidden rainbow.

Slapping his cheek,

Trying to wake up...

Oh wait... bed’s far away...!

He had to pass on,

He had to let go,

Spectacle of such sort,

Only another blackened chimera!

Oasis of life, so right!

What’s in store beyond?

Ah! Who knows,

But the passed on..!!!